12/16/16

I have to be honest. At this point, I do not know whether I will push through or not. I am not doing well in school. I am not becoming a better employee. I weren't able to reach my goals in the ministry. The first time I received the dream, I am 100% confident I'm gonna win this. That I could be excellent in school, in office and in Church at the same time and nobody or nothing can stop me from achieving this long lost dream. But here we go, what keeps me from doing this is FAITH. Faith that if I just continue, one day I will just laugh on all of these dramas and believe that it is kind of a normal thing to every law student. FAITH that God will help me through this because in the first place, He gave me a promise. FAITH that everything will be alright even it seems there's no way out.

So I am sticking in the original plan. But this time I have to better because I know I can. I just stopped trying.